Dark Angels Web of Chatter

Ok, so i was reading a previous entry in my other journal (dark_max) and i just had to copy and paste this whole entry in... From my birthday (June 2nd, 1984) what's that you say? 'You're turning 21 this year'

Ok, so this has been THE BEST birthday that i've had in AGES! Today i was surrounded by SO much love that no words can describe it! This is an unusual occurance for me. First of all i got about a MILLION messages and phone calls this morning, it was so sweet of everyone. THANK YOU! So i started off the day with golf, that was good, getting up at 6am on your birthday works really well! Anyhow, so i played with Shernell, Ally, Stewart, Mitch, Emily and Gavin... we got golf buggies again, and we were doing burnt outs! Shernell got yelled at, it was SO funny, but not at the same time. Ally and i played about three holes, and then we gave up... I wasn't going too good this time! Then we went back to work and had lunch! Oh, it's so funny...  Everyone at work thinks that i have a thing for Vicki... Well i'm not commenting on that, but we've had discussions about this! So anyhow... i just think it's funny! So then i just came home and i'm SO tired, but i no that i won't be able to sleep... Oh, and my Dad gave me THE sweetest card It said the following:

For a special daughter: Life holds so much beauty, but none more wonderful than the beausty of a daughter's smile. Life holds moments, but none more rewarding than that of raising a daughter. (on the inside it said) Life holds many girfts, but none more precious than the wonderful gift of having a daughter like you to love.

Ok, so those of who who don't know my Dad, he's not one for showing emotion, and this card just made me cry. I thought that it was beautiful. Then my mother gave me a lovely card too, and so did my sister. I've just felt love all day. Then tonight i'm going out to dinner for my birthday with my friends, some of who i don't really want there, but oh well... It's all good, i'm determined to make this day GREAT.

This is from the next day!! (ie, June 3rd)

I'm sitting here, at almost 3.30am! The day after my birthday. I went out for dinner, this was great fun! i had everyone there and i still felt so much love as i do now. Ok, so for my birthday, i got some pretty cool presents! I got these groovy new bed sox that i've decided are going to double as really cool sox, the Honey DVD, Avril's new Album, a bra in a top off Shernell and Ally, coz i accidnently flashed Shernell the other day! new mickey mouse underwear, this really cool blush and eye shadow from the Body Shop, an Avril DVD! This teddy bear with my name on it, these Peez things! Great for uni!!! Shot Glasses (not that i drink!) and guess what else i got. Mitch and Stew brought me a DVD player because mine's broken. Ok, so i've had one of the best birthdays on record! I love all of my friends so much, words cannot express how much i love you guys... ok, drunken rambling... So i don't usually drink, but it's my birthday so i did, after dinner some people (work people) went to work and Vicki served us and it was great fun! Then Mitch paid for all the drinks. He's such a nice guy... I'm serious people, anyone out there who wants a really nice guy, let me no! And then we somehow got onto our boobs and started poking each others. Shernell has really nice boobs. It's got to be said! So we were just poking each others boobs at Mitch's house and then we flashed each other. I've found ut that i have REALLy small nipples compared to Shernell and Ally's. This is really weird, i no i've got no boobs, but seriously, no nipples (well barely any?!?)... Anyhow... i'm off to sleep, and then clean the house. I'm thinking that i'm going to give uni a miss today... a little tired, and i threw up everywhere, so i'm not happy about that. Talk to ya'll later!

Stolen from dublinmoon


Take The First Sentence From The First Post Of Each Month Of 2004. That's Your Year In Review. (i'm starting mine from july coz i can't be bothered finding my old journal!)

JULY
So this is the first entry on my new journal

AUGUST
So i'm at uni at the moment and because my computers broken at home, i've decided to buy a lap top

SEPTEMBER
Chris my GM came in and asked me if i was excited, and i said about what, and he was like because you're on the team, and i was like what?!? My name's not on the list, but it WAS!

OCTOBER
Man, this report is crazy stuff... i think that the word limit should be raised because i've done 2376 words, and it's only supposed to be 2000 words, and i've tried to delete a whole heaps of it

NOVEMBER
Arghh... i'm so annoyed at the moment because i can't seem to sleep. Every night since he died i've been crying myself to sleep.

DECEMBER
Ok, so the amouunt of jobs that i have applied for over the past three days, you would think that i would have more than two interviews.

THE BIT THAT I ADDED IN... In july i started this new _charmed_one_ from my old one dark_max. I seemed to be quite excited at the time about my new endevour... then sugust hit and my home computer stoped worked so i decided to buy a lap top (though it wasn't actually until october that i actaully bought it) which has been a major change in my life, and for the better! The in September i found out that i had been selected to become a corporate trainer for a new store opening when i was working at Chili's, but then because they kept changing the dates i was unable to go. Then in october i had a report due for my Personality Psychology class that had a word limit that was WAY too low because every second person went over it! Then at the end of october (though i didn't find out until November 1st) my much loved grandfather died, resulting in my breif phase of insomnia because everytime i closed my eyes i would see him and know that i would no longer be able to talk to him in the physical sense. Then in December i decided i needed to get out of chili's and started applying for endless amounts of jobs, but then resigned from Chili's after my manager called me 'fucking nothing'. Ok, that was the second part of last year! Wonder what the first half was like... I think that i might use my old journal to do that!

This is from my dark_max live journal (primairly because i'm bored), don't worry i won't re-sum up this one!

JANUARY
Well this is my first entry i think! (i updated like 5 times on this day!)

FEBRUARY
So i haven't been on in a week coz i had this major virus on my computer and i had to re-boot the whole system :(. (i seem to have issues with computers!)

MARCH
Ok, so at the moment i'm at uni, and today has been awsome! (this was the day there was a jumping castle at uni! Good times *sits there reminising (sp)*)

APRIL
I was in the BEST mood today i think that it might have had something to do with last night, but anyhoo, so i got up and dropped craig off at the airport whihc he was kind of late for, but i'm pretty sure he got on the flight coz he didn't call me or anything... (this was when i had my breif thing with Jeff *smiles to herself*)

MAY
Ok, so tonight was the night... Jeff and i went out to dinner and then to a moive. It was SO nice... we talked at dinner, he's so sweet and cute, and then he payed for dinner, which was ok... so then we decided to go and see Gothika (quite good) which is kind of scary, and not all that good with scary movies... psychological thrillers i can handle... anyhoo, so i payed for the movie (had to put all that in!)

JUNE
Ok, so this has been THE BEST birthday that i've had in AGES!

Jeez the last time i updated on here was last year! HA get it! Anyhoo, just wanted to let eveyone know that i'm still alive! i have another LJ tho... for those who didn't know _charmed_one_ all right, just wanted to let everyone know!

hey, so i haven't updated this lj in a while! Thought i should... ok, so i just finished this outline thing for one of my subjects... it's pretty dodgy, but i think it'll do! One page just isn't enough! I got picked to become a corporate trainer at work! ummm... i'm going to queensland on thursday... yeah, that's all i can be bothered writing!

Ok, so today is Shernell's birthday, and my favourite managers last day. I was upset about it, but now i'm not. I'm just bloody pissed off. There are a number of reasons why i'm so upset and pissed off right now:
1) I don't understand why when you are nice to people and treat them with the upmost respect, that they turn around and treat you like crap.
2) Why can't people just accept who you are?
3)I just want someone to hug
Ok, so here's the story behind the upset and pissed off points... Tonight we had dinner for Shernell's birthday and also for my managers last day, kind of a joint thing... Anyhoo, the latest installment in the Dark Angels was there and was going to me... i don't think that you are bi or gay, i think that you're one of those people who think that they are, but inside they're straight... I don't understand how that works, but anyhoo, i really wish that i was straight, becuase then it would make my life a hell of a lot easier. I don't think that people understand what happens in a persons mind when they start having thoughts about members of the same-sex, that are of the sexual nature. NOT UNDERSTANDING ARE THEY? Anyhoo, so all night i felt like it was 'pic on jess night' and not Shernell and Vicki's birthday/going away thing. I was seriously really upset, i felt like i had two friends at the table all night. My manager was giving me heaps, and just because most of the time i'm in a happy, energetic mood, apparently i'm on drugs. I WON'T TOUCH THEM. I don't see why people think that i do, or ever will. I hate what they do to people, and i hate the fact that they can become addictive and you loose control of who you are, and become a different person, because i don't want that. I'm not knocking people who take drugs, becasue some of my close friends take, i'm just saying that they're not for me. Well anyhow, they think that i take cocaine, so they filled up my FAVOURITE bag with bloody salt. That's right.... SALT! Ok, now i like a good joke, but this was just horrible, after everything that had previously happened. Then Erin pretended to try to get on to me, to see what my reaction would be.... HALLO, you're not my type for one, and two you've got a boyfriend. I just get really upset when people don't believe me when i'm being truthful. So i'm not as out there with sexual stuff, nor experienced in any way, but i still know who i am, and i'm not one of those people who can randomly go up to a person in a club and go to them 'let's make out' coz i'm not like that, i'm sorry, but that's the way that i am. It takes me time to really open up to a person and to finally do all that stuff, and i don't see what the big deal is. So i'm still a virgin at 20... there are others out there. Oh, and then when people start brinigng up 'oh, but you said the other day that you didn't wnat me here' is so F@#KING childish ASHWINI and so inappropriate to bring up it's not bloody funny. Yeah, you know what... i didn't want you there, but Shernell and Vicki did so i couldn't say don't come, it's not my place, it's their night, i don't control who comes and who doesn't. You know that Shernell wanted you there, so why ask such a dumb question, and then bring it up at such an appropriate time. I'm sorry, but that was so high school and attention seeking that it's not funny. That's right ASH i can be a bitch too when i want to be. I'm fed up with this nice girl attitude that i display towards everyone. It's like an impossibility of mine to be nasty, well i'm fed up with being nice to everyone, and getting nothing in return. Only a few people have returned my kindness, and to them i am thankful, and hope that you know who you are. I try and be nice to people as much as i can, but sometimes, i feel that there's no point. Anyhoo, i'm getitng really worked up and tired over this, so i'm off to bed now. On a more positive note, after dinner, Ally, Mitch and i went to panthers and won $270 on the pokies off $5, so we split it 3 ways! That's the only positive thing to have come out of the night tonight, and also to realise who your friends really are. Thanks guys... i had a great time with the buttons and lights.

Current Mood: pissed off

Haven't updated in a while... I'm so tired. Lets see... On wednesday and thursday i did 25 hrs at work, over those two days becasue the Americans were coming in and we really needed to clean the store. Ok, so kind of funny thing happened, but it wasn't funny at the time happened on wednesday. Ally and i got into work early so that we could help with the clean up, and we cooked my manager some pancakes, and the rest of the team also, and i forgot to turn the hot plate on. That was the first funny thing of the day. The second, was that when i went in to help them clean the cool room, they said that they couldn't move the shelving and i'd have to slide under the bloody shelving on the back of a lid. So of course i did... when they could have just moved the bloody shelf. And the final thing was that they hid my car then called up work pretending to be police officers and told me that my car was stolen and the window was smashed in. So the fist thing that i was worried about was my skateboard... and then i had a mini emotional breakdown, and everyone was laughing at me, which i didn't find very amusing, but now looking back, it was bloody funny! So then ally and i stayed til like 3.15am, and then came back again for 6am! Gosh we're dedicated!!! So then i was cleaning, and then on bar and i was really shitty at Josh because he's incompetant and on a bloody power trip... anyhoo, then last night, i went to the Greenwood Hotel in the city, where Kelis's after party was, that was pretty cool, and i saw this Shannon Sossamon look-a-like, that i just wanted to go up to and... yeah.... but i didn't!!! Coz i'm so shy when it comes to that, and i don't really understand why, but i'm working on understanding it. I think that it's psychological... Anyhoo, then we went to star city where i played slot machines... gosh they're fun... but i lost losts of money... so jess wasn't happy, but i still had a good time! Don't have to work tongiht, but i have to get up really early tomorrow to drop my car off for a service... then i have to work, but i have tuesday off, and wednesday mornign... what to do.... what to do...

So today was the day that i was going to et it done... The Pap Smear (PS as i will refer to it as). I was so scared, i thought that i was going to faint. So i pick up Shernell from work and then off to the Doctors we went. Shernell decided that she needed a PS done also, so we both went in. The nurse asked me 'How long have you been sexually active for?' I just looked at her and said '0 years!' and then she goes to me, well you don't need to get one done. i was like 'sweet'!!! So then i told her about my lump and she just said that coz im quite skinny, it's probably just my bowles or something like that, so that;s all covered, though the weird thing is that it still hurts sometimes, so i don't no what's with that. Then it was Shernell's turn! She had to get it done, adn they gave her a sheet the size of a tea towel to cover herself with, so i decided that was my exit cue... out i went, relieved that i didn't have to get one done! Then i went and donated blood, and then went to the plaza and didn't spend much money, and then off to work where i was QA. That was fun!!! Arlene and Emily came in for coffee which was good because i hadn't seen her in AGES and i jsut wanted to keep on hugging her. I only stuffed up twice on QA, and was out of there at 10pm! It usually takes heaps longer than that, but because i kick arse, i was out of there early! Go me!!! So now i'm sitting here typing and checking when i need to register for my classes for next semester! Later kiddies...

Current Mood: chipper

I'm SO tired at the moment, but i can't seem to sleep. Lets see... what's happened... well on friday night the Dark Angels were all going to go out to Panthers, but due to most of us feeling REALLY tired we decided that we should just go back to Mitch's house and play X Box. That was fun, and then we played a bit of sexual trivia which i wasnt all that good at (obviously!!) and then Stuart and Mitch came back from work and we played a bit more X Box and then went to sleep coz we had a staff meeting at 9am yesterday. Well that was good fun... i had so much input that i wasn't allowed to ask any more question... how unusual. It was really annoying though because the points that i brought up were actually valid points. Anyhoo, then we went to the River for Ally's Birthday Lunch, where we played a bit of soccer and then we decded that we'd go back to mitch's to cook the BBQ. Played Sexual Trivia again.... then went and saw Mean Girls... Good movie, well it was all right, i just really like Lacay Chabert... Then off to work. Which was good because Vicki was on, so that made it very enjoyable, and she told some of the tables in the restauant that i was 'special' because i was in a really doppy mood, and was not really with it at all... Then my old friend from Uni Start came in to work, Amanda. That was good seeing her, and then after work we all went off to Panthers and Vicki was there! So we all bummed around at Domoniques til about 3.30, when i'd had enough and i went home... She was so cute though dancing, and her friend Mel's cool too. I hope that when i'm Vicki's age (3 years time... i think she's 23 anyhoo, i kepp forgetting) i have friends like that coz they're all nice. Shernell was there too and was really drunk, gosh she's so cute when she's drunk. Vicki made her believe that he bourbon and coke was just coke, and that her new shoes had broken and the heel had fallen off... She's so good at doing that, and she keeps such a straight face. I don't no how she does it because i just burst out laughing! Do you think it's wrong to like someone in a position of authority over you? I'm quite confused over that... Anyhow, because Vicki's on again tonight, i volunterred to work, so i start at 6pm... Great fun, i'm hopefully going to have done enough hours to pay for my car to get a service, coz it's going to need one when i get back from the weekend away!!! I'm SO excited about it! Let's see... Shernell maybe going, Ally, Mitch, Stew and Vanessa are defiently in, but Sophie may be coming also... She needs a holiday because of various things that have recently happened. I'm so excited about it! Going to go canoeing, and water skiing! I can't wait!!! Ok, i think that's enough from me... I'm going off to my mom's house to help her out a bit and give her some money... Later peoples

Current Mood: tired

Ok, so yesterday at work i accidently blew up the microwave at work! It was so bad, and Vicki said that they're worth like $5000. I feel really bad abnout it, but what can you do? It's not my fault really! Anyhow, so in total yesterday i did like 10 hours work... it was heaps bad, and right now i'm sitting in the office after a really bad day/night at work where Ally and i nearly had really bad em,otional breakdowns.... anyhoo, Vicki was heaps stressed too, and we had a couple of 'moments', as we did yesterday also! It's so funny, coz she now knows that she's on my list... the one where, if they asked us tyo sleep with them list, then we would.... Now she's smiling at me!!! How sweet! Anyhoo, over it.. not really... So what else has happened? Oh yeah, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALLY!!! I'm so sorry i completley forgot to post an entry yesterday about it all.... well i got you your cake, so i hope that was cool, and i can't wait til i give you your present from the Dark Angels... Anyhoo you no that i love you... ok, i'm trying to cheer Vicki up now after such a horrid night at work.... Oh, and she's started to wear her hair back, and looks so much better!!! Good on you! I think you look HEAPS better, not that you didn't look good before, but you know what i mean! Anyhooo... i'm off now kiddies! On doubles for the next couple of weeks, so i won't have all that much access to the internet... Later

Ok, so i think that it's fair to say that i just MAJORLY failed my Philosophy exam. I think that i will be re-doing that one next year! I had NO IDEA! i could kind of not really answer the first question, the second question i just crapped on, the third question my mind decided to forget the answer so i was SO SCREWED for that one, the only section that i remotely have a chance of getting any marks in is the multiple choice section. Lucky for me i knew some of the answers. At least it will teach me to study next time... Actually, it probably won't because i say that every time, and i still don't study. I'm SO lazy, just rely on my brain... well it's starting to fail me... damn thing... START WORKING... ok, i'm over it. I couldn't really sleep last night, not because i was nervous but i wasn't tired, but i knew that i needed to get up in the morning. Right, now everyone just came back, and i'm fully SCREWED for the exam, ok, everyone just pray for me... PLEASE i need to pass... as interesting as it was, i REALLY don't want to do it again. Ok, i'm trying to build a bridge and get over it, but it's hard...
So now we're off to see Shrek 2!!! I'm SO excited because it'll get my mind of philosophy.. Mitch and Ally may be coming, i'm not too sure because we're going to the 11.45 session! I'm going to laugh my arse off, i need a good laugh! Oh, and it's Ally's birthday tomorrow! Happy Birthday though i will be seeing you at work, but we;re not giving you you're present until saturday because all of us need to be there to explain everything, but don't think that we haven't got it because we have! And it's SO cool!!! Well i think it is, and so does Shernell and Mitch, so it's now considered to be cool. Ok, i'm off... getting excited about Shrek!!!

Current Mood: excited

So i've been studing ALL day for this philosophy exam and i'm actually quite enjoying the subject now! Suprise, suprise! So i gave my self a treat and got to go up the street! It was all very exciting, i paid off some of my credit card, and i claimed my whole $7 prize on a scratchie (which i can't spell!!) and then i handed in my centrelink forms, so hopefully they'll give me some money! Then after i've read a few more things, i'm allowed to go up to my mom's house and get my electric blanket, and then get some more of Ally's Birthday present.

On a sad note Shernell read my lj and is really upset about what i wrote the other day, and to that all i can say is that i was upset at the time and that's what i was thinking about THAT situation. I'm over it now, things happen, i've moved on. Adding to that sad note, i collapsed getting out of bed this morning coz i had REALLY bad period pain, which decided to pop along over a week late (and no, theres no possibility of me being pregnant!). I'm over the pain now, becuase to me pain is only a state of mind, that needs to be over come. As Descartes says, what if it's just some evil genius imposing thoughts on me to tell me that i'm in pain so that i don't study... hang on, wouldn't that be a good thing?!?! No actually i'm quite enjoying myself. Ok, Shernell hasn't messaged me back, so again, i'm REALLY sorry that i hurt you, but remember.... 'Sticks and stones may hurt my bones, but words will never hurt me.' i think you need to remember that actions speak louder than words.

Current Mood: weird

So i didn't study at all yesterday, instead i made Ally's Birthday Present! God it looks good! I'm quite proud of it. At the moment i'm printing off my bank information and am at my mom's house because my internet won't go to that page... I hate filling out forms, it took me SO long, but i'm doing it because i need to move out and i'm maybe moving in with Ally when she comes back from Overseas! I'm quite excited about that! We may be moving to Coogee!!! How cool will that be! Ok, so now i need to print off like 5000 pages to di with my account... how annoying. I've decided that i need to get rid of my credit card, and am now on a cash economy so that i can save money! Snaps for jess!!! All right, this is crazy, the amount of bloody documentattion that i have to show these people... oh well, it's got to be done, maybe they'll give me money for uni, that would be so good considering that i have to pay for all of my fees... All right, so today at work i did a favour for Vicki coz she called me in to work today and then said that i didn't have to owrk tonight, so i'm 'studying' at the moment, but when i go home i will be because i really need to for this exam, only thing is that i can't really be bothered. So i've decided to get up REALLY early tomorrow (about 9am) and study all day and all night, and then i'll be sweet, hopefully! All philosophy is is bullshit bullshit about life and stuff, so i think that i'll be fine, it's just who said what and all that kind of stuff that's going to screw me over, but that's cool! Ok kiddies, i better be off, got to study!

Current Mood: lazy

So i just finished my second last exam, Social Research Methods... Now the only one left is Philosophy! Great fun that will be, i'm not too sure how i'm going to go in that one. I think that i may have gone all right in all of my exams so far, accept for stats, but then i knew quite a bit on it. Anyhoo, so all wekend i'll hopefully be studying for that one... know Descartes, that's what my tutor said! So i'm learning him all over again... this is so annoying, i hate studying, i suck at it! Oh well these thigns need to be done. I've decided that i really need to get a saving strategy worked out for my trip. I'm not good at saving, but i think that it's best if i learn, because i need about $20,000 and so far i have $20, so i'm not going all that well. All right, i'm off, i've got to go and find Ally's birthday present. I've kind of got this really good idea about it, but i'm not too sure how to execute it, or find it! Oh well i shall try, that's all that one can ask

Now you can't yell at me (jokes, coz u don't yell at me!) for not saying Happy Birthday! Oh, there i said it again!!! Anyhoo, have a good one! Ok, so work last night i was talking everything over with Ally and Ash... Still haven't come up with a good strategy to stop me getting hurt so much, so i've decided that i have to go to the Advice Guru at work. Thats right... Vicki and i are going to have a chat. So todays the day of her appointment, and i feel bad because i didn't wish her goodluck, but Ash said that it would be best not to, so i haven't. I'm working up the courage to go and get an unmentional exam (if you don't no what i'm referring to, read the previous enty), but i'm going to wait until next week becuase then all of my exams will be over. I couldn't sleep so i got up really early this morning, and now i'm tired again... but i must solder on, got to study and go and seee Advice Guru. Ok peoples i'm off, but before i do, i have to say one last thing Happy Birthday Mel!

So why is it that when you try and help someone, they just use you when they need you, and then they just throw you away? Ok, so maybe that's not enitrely what happened. Let me begin... Shernell's going for this test tomorrow, and ever since she told me about it (which i'm not disclosing over lj) i was always going with her, and she was like i'd appreciate it if you would come (coz she's scared). So i changed my wrk shcedule and put aside the idea of any study getting done tomorrow so that i could be there for her for this test. Well she messages me today and is like it's all good, you don't have to come tomorrow because Rony's going to come with me. Now as far as i knew he wasn't really concerned about the fact that she was going for this test, so this frustrates me, the fact that i'm just here as a convenience for her when he can't be there for her. I'm so upset right now, that she still doesn't want me there. I'm still fine with going with her even if he's going to be there. So obviously she doens't want me to be there, so i'm thinking fine. If that's the way it is, then well... fine. I'm so pissed off about this at the moment that i can't really begin to explain it. I am supposed to be moving in with her when her room mate moves out, but i'm thinking that i don't really want to do that anymore. I feel like i'm there as a convenience to her, i love her to death and want to be there for her and i want her to be happy, but then i think at what expense to me?, and i feel like shs'e pushing me away and just doesn't want me to be any part of her life anymore. It's probably not the case, but i'm still really upset about the whole thing and i'm thinking on a 'spare of the moment' feeling. I no that everyone will say to me, talk to her about it, but i find it hard to tell someone that they're tearing me apart, and that everytime i see them upset, it seems to hurt me more than it hurts them. I think that i need to get away, but on my own. I think that next week i'm going to go up to Bathurst to see Erin, i really need to get away, and i think that erin and i need to catch up. I hate feeling like this but it's my life story.
On another note, my lump is back. It came back on sunday at work and it was kind of painful. It always comes just before my monthly occurance, but my doctor seems to think that there's nothing wrong with me, only i know that there is. 'She can shove her medical degree' (direct quote from Dark Angel). I was talking about it wiht Vicki the other day and she said that i need to go and get a pap smear done, but i'm not sexually active so i don't think i need one, but she seems to think that it's a good idea, only think is that i'm really scared, so i really have to build up the courage to go. She said that i should take someone with me, but i think that i'd rather go on my own. I'm so scared that there is something wrong, well i think that there is. Ok, eough of that.
On a more positive note, Elesha called me yesterday to see if i was still up for touch football. Of course i am! I love it so much even though i suck at it. Mitch and Stew are coming over soon so we can watch movies. I think that will help with cheering me up. I just need to be around people that are not going to get me upset, and they're just the people, i'm going to make pickleys, only i can't find my cloody recipe book, so i've decided just to guess what goes in it! All right, i'm off. Later people.

Current Mood: shocked
Current Music: Avril

So it's now sunday... such a nice day, and i've watched Dark Angel for most of it! Oh well, all is good. Shernell is maybe coming over for lunch/dinner, but at the moment, she's still in parramatta, so i'm thinking that she's not going to make it. So iwas supposed to have friday and saturday night off, but Vicki asked me to work on both nights and because it's Vicki i said yes... It's all good, i was Host on Friday and had a blast learning all of the host stuff, coz i've decided that i'm going to get trained as host! And then last night i was on the bar, with my bottle opener that i got engraved! It's so cool... and last nigth Vicki and i had an ice fight! Great fun! She started it all and was like i'm manager, so you can't throw stuff back, but of course i did! Oh, and now Shernell's sick again, so everyone at work thinks that stuffs happened between us coz whenever one of us is sick the other gets sick, but it's only because we spend so much time together! Anyhow.. My mom's going in a lawn bowls competition today! Hope she goes all right, she doesn't really want to go in it, but she is! Ok, so i'm working again tongiht, and i'll be on close... great fun! I'm still sick, and it's gone to my chest, so i'm quite annoyed about that... i got this really cool new bag yesterday... well i'll put a picture of that up at a later date...

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Current Music: Avril

Everyone should go to this website http://slander.yamnet.co.uk/index.php it's so funny! So i just finished my stats exam... we won't comment on that one... I'm so not mathmatically minded... i hate it, usually i can grasp things, not maths tho! Oh well... it's all good, at least i'll be really prepared for next year! Hopefully i'll get a conceded pass!! Ok, so mel got accepted into Melbourne Uni! Go Mel, but it's upsetting ebcause i'll miss you... i think that a lot of people will aswell. Ok, so i think that i'm going off to the Plaza soon, need to eat and then meet up with Shernell. Oh, and i did my hair, and now it's brunette... it's all right, but apparently iot's close to me now natural hair color...

I just finished me Social and Developmental Exam and i had to blow my nose like a million times in it! It was so horrible. Anyhow, so i didn't no anything in the exam, but that's all right, i'm really starting to stress about tomorrow's exam though, and i have to go to the hairdresser, so i think tat i'll be studing then... Ummm... that's about all i'm going to write. Shall go now and check my hotmail emails, because i'm at uni and can do that here! YAY... all right, now i'm off, and i've made my entries so that it's registered users only, so you evil person who keeps leaving mean messages... you no who you are... you can't do it anymore... HA! to you

Ok, so i'm now at my mom's house downloading this stupid file for my exam tomorrow, becuase my stupid computer won't let me do it. My whole being sick thing isn't really working for me coz it's draining all of my resources, and making it hard for me to do any work. This is SO frustrating. It's going to take over an hour to downland to file that i need becasue i need Adobe... Me thinks it's not worth it, and i think that i may just go home and to bed because i really need my rest, and i can't really be bothrered waiting around for this mofo to download... Ok, that's my annoyance at the moment.

So tomorrow i've got my Social and Developmental Psych exam which i've barely studied for due to my recent cold and flu... well guess what?!? I woke up this morning wit another cold. NOT LIKING THIS... i don't no how i got it again, but his time it's a different kind of cold. It's like being back in frigging England. I think that there;s something wrong with my immune system again, but i can't really be bothered to go and get it checked out. So anyhow, i did some study yesterday, and i'm doing some today. I've decided that it's proabably best if i record The L Word tongiht and just go to bed early coz my exam starts at 8.30am... that means i've got to leave at about 7.45... oh well... Then friday is the big Stats exam!!! Really stressing about that one, but i'm going to do heaps of study for that tomorrow afternoon, after my hainr appointment! Later kiddies